Foreverness

      It was a night precisely before you flew back to your country. It was a perfect night, or I could even say, a perfect day. We had our, prolly, third movie date for the last 1,5 years. Movie date, oh well, it doesn't count as extra-ordinary thing for most couples. As for us, movie date can be so special and unforgettable.
      I gave you your early birthday prezzie, since I will not be able to be by your side on your own birthday. You smiled. It was a wide smile. A tranquil smile which I will never forget.

      When the night was spread out against the sky, we shared a single pile of cutton pads facing each other. I snuggled up against you. I felt contentment. The best ever. I stared at your peaceful face. Looked deeply into your closed eyes, started falling asleep, I guessed. I knew from the breath you roared. I ran my finger along your chest, slowly. But then it woke you up. You fixed your sleep position. You turned your body to the other side.

      At the moment, I eventually had the chance to stare at your back again. There's  inexplicable admiration everytime I see you fall asleep. It's always one of my favorite moments. It will always be, and you will never get the point dear, seriously..
      My mind was filled; with the image of wrinkled sheets. There was something I tried to make myself believe. I decided to put my arms around your waist. I held you tight; sensed the warmth on your back; the smell of your skin permeated my senses with a joy unlike anything I've ever felt.

"Could it be like this forever?", I questioned you; didn't think you would have replied.  "It could be; as long as you don't get bored watching me fall asleep; sleeping next to me", you answered with such a slight voice, drowning in your drowsiness.

      The unfathomable question of foreverness was still bearing in mind. I would love to ask you again, but you might not reply, for you were deep in your slumber where the darkness swept across the sky whilst the others were asleep with you; along with me heaving a big sigh as I tried to hold my cry.